oof this is a doozy. When I got a new phone, a lot of old, previously-deleted contacts re-appeared. I’ve been reaching out here and there.

And last night, I was getting kinda turned on and reached out when I should not have. This guy named Leo. Was in college with, we kind of half dated and a time. when we did meet back up together , to me at least it always felt like there’s potential of a spark.

He texts back, he asks if I can do him a favor, I say yes, and he says:

“Stop wasting your time and others. And do something more meaningful with your life. You’ll get more fulfillment in the long run rather than listen to some idiot telling you to text people.”

oof

That’s what I needed to hear. And that’s from someone whose opinion I hold in high regard. If anyone was to say that, it would be him.